Your post is interesting to say the very least.... but one thing i am confident of... you are not possessed by demons. Oppressed maybe... but possessed absolutely not if you are a child of the King.
Jesus abides and in His abiding, there is not room for a demon. Others may think differently, but for me i am confident demons flee from Jesus and can not reside in the same house or temple.
It seems likely demon possessed people might vomit in prayer, but they are not praying to the God you are and do not have the abiding of Jesus. If a person is possessed, he/she does not have Jesus. I also believe once you have Jesus, you can't lose Him. He comes and stays for the long haul regardless. I think likely the stress of the life you live is catching up with you. The thing about putting time in with Jesus does not make Him any closer or farther. He abides.... nothing you can do performance wise will make Him do any more or less than He desires to do. My advice... relax in His presence. Don't do for Jesus out of obligation.... just do as your heart leads... i believe once you let go of a need to perform... you will find freedom you may not have experienced before.... it took me 50 years to understand freedom in Christ....It is not about me... it is about Jesus.
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